I am too much !
I know, I am too much. I should not behave like a teenager but thank you for not giving up on me, I have always produced a literature out of your absence. I might never be able to explain it to you, what you mean to me, age is just a social construct. You are not 22, you behave like 42 and I behave like 17 when though I am 37. By all means, and standards, I am childish, and you are practical, maybe we both can afford to be like that, I hate to be responsible, and you have to be responsible for yourself. I am not sure how much will I be able to contribute to your battles that you have to fight, but I can be silent friend, who can be your listener, and if you give me that honor of lifetime, I will be eternally thankful. I pity myself, for not seeking the love of my life, my marriage has turned into a transactional compromise, on the surface, I have a happy family, but I am very lonely man. You are charm of my life, and It would keep my sanity intact. I know you don't understan...